xXTea-PartyXx

I AM LEAVING THIS DEVIANT ACCOUNT!!! AND USING MY OTHER ONE!!!!

Alrighty, i am going to start putting ALL of my NEW PICS on my other account, if you still wanna watch meh, my other username is

PUNK-Studios

anyways, i'ma gonna not really use this one now.

current song words stuck in head: "she's the blade, and you're just paper,  and you're afraid cuz she gotten closer,  you're back steppin and shes back-stabbing everything in your life...." 'shes the blade' by SugarCult.

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Anyways.... my day went from bad, to worse. my bf, James, gets out of school at 12:40 and i get out of school at 2:10. he gets out early cuz its his last year...anyways, i called him in the morning to make sure that we were still gonna hang out later today, and he said yeah, talk to you later. well after school i call him; no one answers. so i thought that he just missed my call, so i call back leaving a message on his phone saying that i'll call him later and that i was still gonna stay after school. awhile passed and it was already like 2:30 and he hadnt replied and the busses left. i thought that he turned off his cell, so i decided to walk around and look for him. i walked around the junior high, around the high school, down into town,back up to the schools, over to his friends house, and i still coulnt find him. at about 3:30 he calls me and says that he is at the pool because he had to do laps for a test. then he says that he's heading to his friends house and that i shouldnt tag along. i didnt know why. but i waited, knowing that i would see him on the bus. at about 5 we all boarded the bus and he sat next to me. i wasted an entire afternoon looking for him, and i thought it would be worth it, but i was wrong. he breaks up with me. he had three reasons: 1 and 2 were because of his age and what may happen if he gets in trouble, and 3 was about us. he is 18, while i'm 14. if we got caught by an adult and they find out what we had done, he would go to jail for a minimum of a year, and that would be stuck on his perminant record. i know that it would be best, but i couldnt help but feel that part of my world had been torn away from me. the last thing he said to me before i got off the bus, (i was the first stop.) was that once i turned 18, he would come back for me. blah, its  only 6:48 and he will most likely call me later, so talk to yas laterz.

ta-ta
-tea.

nyah... so tired. my dad bought me "caffeine free" pepsi. which totally contradicts the reason for drinking the soda. whatever, but yeah, my friends now know that me and james are going out. (the 18 years old) and it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. plus i had to tell one of my friends that me and him did stuff, or else she would have been totally pissed at meh.

BTW: i started a new account on deviant art, it doesnt have pics yet, but i thought i'd let y'all know. the user name is PUNK-Studios.

     ta-ta
-tea.

Hello all. For me, life is sweet, for I am in love with someone that I can relate to, and who loves me for me. We've been going out sense acouple days before valentines' day, and I relized how much he means to me. Today was his 18th birthday, (yes, I'm 14, I know the big age difference, but love is love, right???) and we just walked around town and hung out all day. T'was GREAT! And tomorrow we're going out to dinner, so its all good. This makes me wonder how others cant find love, and why am I so lucky to find it?? I mean, its not like I have alot of good things happen to me. lets say you were in MY shoes, you'd think I wouldnt be the way I am. Oh well. But ANYWAYS!!! if the time came, and there was a certain situation, I would prolly die for him, and he'd prolly do the same for me. BTW, you can see a pic of him on buddypic.com his user name is BlueHairedJames. if you can, rate him a 10 kay?

TTYL:
-Tea.

And yet again, begins another episode of randomness. sadley i am at my friends house, and cannot draw any new deviations at the moment, so you'll just have to wait until later. actually, i prolly wont be drawing much this week, because i'll prolly be working on my science project that is due on monday. (YAY! FUN!!!)

   anyways, how have all of you been? me, i have been very random the past couple of days. the guy that is currently living with us  thinks i am crazy and thinks that i am on crack. oh yes, i'm COOCOO for CRACK! (jk)

  holy crap! theres a cereal killer in my house!!!! and he took the cocopuffs!!!!  EEEEEEEEEE!!!!! (like i said, random.)

    i wonder what i should draw for my next deviation  cuz i am running low on ideas at the moment, except for a few bloody, deathley images that i might draw later when i have the time to proceed with the drawing, -ness...... ANYWAYS!!!!

TTYL!
     -Tea.